A Transformation

Looking back, I can see how hard I tried and did my best

And I want to be kind to her and all her efforts

And I was run down and empty

I felt I had nothing to contribute to the world.

I didn’t think I had choices for my life and felt trapped.

I always said yes

I felt no one listened to me

I was a victim of my own life

I didn’t think my job as a mom was important

I didn’t realize that I was the best one for it

I put myself last and didn’t buy things for myself even though I could have.

I would cut my own hair, not wear makeup, and buy hand-me-down clothes.

Pictures of me was rare.

I never posted on Facebook.

I didn’t realize how precious I was, and how important I was to my children. Even when my mom always tried to tell me.

I didn’t have permission to dream of what was possible.

I was hiding from my own life.

But...

I wasn’t meant to hide

I wasn’t meant to put myself last.

I realize now those thoughts don’t serve me

As I have grown in my own life coaching journey:

I find great joy in who I am and have self-appreciation

I take time to truly listen to my soul and what it is telling meI take extremely good care of myself

I am aware of my energy and how I use it

I connect daily with my creator and feel his love

I schedule haircuts so they happen

I reflect beauty daily

I have my own space in my home that nurtures me

My own playlist of songs to meditate and meditate daily

I seek the sunrise in the morning to see and be seen by Him

My kids are thriving and I have deep relationships with them

Mr. Awesome is amazing to support me through it all.

I have choices and options available to me

I have dreams I have accomplished such as:

I have my own blog, website, YouTube channel, Facebook and Instagram page

I have created my own music album on Spotify, iTunes, and YouTube.

I got a degree in music and the University of Utah and graduated Jan.2020.

I teach music to K-3rd graders twice a week and love

I realize my worth and how valuable and precious I am

I realize my potential as well as what I contribute

I know how important I am to my kids and enjoy special moments with them

I am living a life I believe in

That’s what life coaching did for me. I feel a return back to who I truly am. It gave me peace, connection, depth and a way to see how truly special I am as a divine being. How grateful I am for the journey. To see better.